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I’m about to give up on myself. No one in RL cares about me so why should I go on and care any more?? Sorry, I just can’t take this.. Jeff:-(
Have I missed something? What is it exactly that you cannot take, Jeff? What makes you say that no on cares about you while you have Frankie who loves you and will marry you? Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m about to give up on myself. No one in RL cares about me so why should I go on and care any more?? Sorry, I just can’t take this.. Jeff:-( Every fucking morning I get the same anxiety rush and I just can’t take it anymore..fuck it just can’t.. Jeff
Ah…..how long does it last? Do you wake up with anxiety? This *can* be treated no doubt, maybe by medication. Philip Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Jeff, Is it that the people in your life don`t care for you which is probably not reality or is it that they are angry and annoyed at you? You can be angry at someone and still love and care for them alot. If you live your life at the mercy of others moods and opinions you will be one miserable person. You should never give up and you should always care about yourself regardless of whether or not the people in your life care. No, giving up is the best thing. When I was feeling so bad yesterday and Franky just seemed to care less,, well that was it.. why bother with anything.
This is *depression* talking. So the depression should be treated. saw your other post in this thread……about your anxiety in the morning. Please call Social services and your local hospitals to see what they can do for you. Yea, but there’s nothing I can do about that is there?? What can I do to stop that?? Nothing?? Anything?? Why bother..
You know better than that, Jeff. Your thinking is way off base IMO. If you are really desperate at this point please dial a help line. Sorry Jackie for posting.. my bad, think I’ll stop and leave everyone alone..
Maybe *that* is what is (also?) going on: you are *mad* at people, at Frankie’s daughter, at Frankie, at the whole world maybe and now you direct it towards yourself so that you will become the victim of your own anger. Needless to say this will become a downward spiral if you don’t *do* anything about it. I think you should see a CB-therapist asap. Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -{{{{{Jeff}}}}} Jackie
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I’m about to give up on myself. No one in RL cares about me so why should I go on and care any more?? Sorry, I just can’t take this.. Jeff:-(
Jeff, I know only too well about the morning anxiety/panic feelings, I had them every day until about noon time or so. During the morning I felt like hell physically, depressed, and had no hope of ever getting better. As the afternoon progressed I felt better and better and by evening I felt "normal". I later found out that morning anxiety/panic and all the feelings that go along with them are typical symptoms of depression. Yes, I said depression. My psych doc was right….he knew the meds were working as my mornings got progressively better and better until I felt good all day. I always thought it was the panic disorder that were making me feel so bad in the mornings but it was depression along with the panic disorder that was doing it. I hope this info helps to let you know what’s going on and also to know you are not alone….we understand. xxoo Rita
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I’m about to give up on myself. No one in RL cares about me so why should I go on and care any more?? Sorry, I just can’t take this.. Jeff:-(
Dear Jeff, Is it that the people in your life don`t care for you which is probably not reality or is it that they are angry and annoyed at you? You can be angry at someone and still love and care for them alot. If you live your life at the mercy of others moods and opinions you will be one miserable person. You should never give up and you should always care about yourself regardless of whether or not the people in your life care. I saw your other post in this thread……about your anxiety in the morning. Please call Social services and your local hospitals to see what they can do for you. {{{{{Jeff}}}}} Jackie
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No, giving up is the best thing. When I was feeling so bad yesterday and Franky just seemed to care less,, well that was it.. why bother with anything.
Was this an isolated incident or is Franky usually like this when you need her? The other day you said she was very good about your job loss. Maybe she didn`t know how bad you were feeling yesterday. Have you thought about telling her how hurt you are? I saw your other post in this thread……about your anxiety in the morning. Please call Social services and your local hospitals to see what they can do for you. Yea, but there’s nothing I can do about that is there?? What can I do to stop that?? Nothing?? Anything?? Why bother..
I`m kind of lost here……are you talking about Franky or seeking professional help? Sorry Jackie for posting.. my bad, think I’ll stop and leave everyone alone..
You know you aren`t bad for posting about your problems here. I`m concerned that you seem intent on rubbing salt into your wounds. Someone has hurt you and because of that you want to punish and hurt yourself further by giving up. supportive of my anxiety disorder. I use to think that I would die or fall part if I didn`t have support or concern from him. It would be nice but it ain`t going to happen. I`ve learned that the only person I can really count on is myself. Jackie
