this, feels good
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that’s pretty funny stuff. I look forward to random sexual encounters like you have described. I am always testing the waters with strangers though just to see if someone will bite. little sexual inuendos to see if the person might be game. haven’t made the connection yet, that one in the walmart though, i’m kicking myself for that one. I like the outdoor sex very much, it’s a great mix. the camping picnic table in broad daylight is classic. I remembed a camping trip with my ex girlfriend where we did that. it was such a gorgeous day. I laid her down on her stomach and lifted up one of her legs, this way she could keep an eye out too instead of just staring up at the clouds. the best part was there were other campers in the distance that were taking their tents down etc, that i was keeping an eye on so we could stop if they looked like they were onto us. That girl was a total ho, it was good in some senses, she was very sexually liberating. the sex was never boring and she was always really wet. she had a great looking pie too, I could tell by looking at her face that she was going to even before i ever saw it.
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Its good to hear you had a good time. Maybe you should test the tenormin at home a couple of times.. see how long on average the shitty part takes to get over, and then make some phone calls or something. I have never been on a blind date. I am sure it is awkward. I have gone out with a friend of a friend I met once.. and when I showed up alone .. he was there with his brother and his brothers girlfriend. EMBARRASSING for me. I was self conscious and ended up leaving.. asshole, he should have told me he was bringing someone else. Anyways.. you hear from the girl again? I have only been scared… truly scared.. in one haunted house and I actually grabbed the guy who worked there and asked him to walk me through.. we ended up fucking.. damn it. I like it when men "graze" me.. hard to explain. even men I dont want.. its flattering I guess…and makes me feel a little dominant. -kim "peacepipe" <mmfu…@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1125127144.181880.54370@g43g2000cwa.googlegroups.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> tenormin, 2 beers, some pot. I spent the day at the fair. it was > absolutely hellish for the first 3 hours. I never take tenormin but > i’ve been sick and unsocial, I couldn’t even have a conversation on the > phone for 3 mintues without losing it. I took the tenormin and the > initial response was not good, didn’t eat anyting today, nyquil > hangover from last night. It was also a double date and blind for me. > Yikes!! silent and stupid for the first 3 hours, confused, > disoriented, and frightened of the people around me. what a nightmare. > the girl that was my date, really tried hard to have conversations > with me but was freed of the burden by making fun of me. she was > insecure and nervous just like me. after some food and a beer and the > wearing off of the tenormin, i was aces. Still a little quite, but > happy and light and putting others at ease. even though the tenormin > wore off it’s effects were not strong but just enough to turn the ego > defense down a bit. it was doing the trick and not only allowed me to > drop my guard, but really to let me ENJOY the day. we went into the > haunted house at the fair and my date grabbed my hand and we held hands > the whole way. she pressed her breast against me for most of the way. > at the end she had ended up in front of me but still needing my > protection held me closer, my somewhat erect penis grazed her just > once, i couldn’t help it. she was cute. I wanted to lay her down > right there in the smoke and red strobe light and give her the > business, maybe put a dracula mask on. she had a great little body. > Now i’m thinking, what the hell, tenormin’s no big deal, i could take > that every single time i go out. It won’t be like taking a benzo which > leads me into a fun but slightly manic and irrational social being. > every single time i go out i could do it. But eventually I’d get to > the point where i’d want to take it 45 minutes before i wake up in the > morning just incase the phone rings. boy did i feel like shit for the > first hour or two. I couldn’t talk, i couldn’t laugh, i couldn’t > interact. she was insulted. our arms kept touching, once things were > good, while we were walking. she had soft skin and her shirt was > sleaveless. I wanted to grab her a few times but the air was awkward. > really only in the haunted house did we get a chance to touch > aggresively. the lights were low, we were entertained, we had an > excuse to grab eachother.
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i hung out with her 2 days before i left minnesota. I wanted to fool around with her a little bit more but we just ended up kissing briefly. i talked to her twice since i’ve moved back to nj. i will keep in touch with her but i don’t think anything will come of it. there was a woman at walmart who i shared a subtle physical contact with a few days ago. I walked out of an aisle and saw her through the corner of my eye but didn’t look at her. I turned around to take a look at her and continued walking. she was walking closely behind me. we hit a traffic jam of seniors and she took the lead. she then was walking a few feet infront of me. I went into look at the video games and she came in shortly after to look at some music. As i was moving to another section she walked past me and the sides of our arms touched in passing. It was a little bit awkward but very exciting. she was tall and had really dark hair, very italian looking. she was wearing one of those lacey sort of tanktops you see at old navy or the gap. it happened a second time while i was exiting the department. she was waiting in line and as i walked past her she turned to grab something from the shelf and our arms touched again. I went home and rubbed one out immediately. If only i had had a buddy following me with a camera, i could maybe have gotten a lay. Extremely casual sex intrigues me a great deal. Extremely as in we meet in aisle 6, have sex behind an employees only door, and hell maybe even exchange phone numbers, why not? Probably wouldn’t calll anyway. It beats the casual sex where you actually try to turn into something other than a one night stand. where even if you try to keep it casual it turns into something not so comfortable. I was never really comfortable with a long term fuck buddy. I guess I only had one. i think if you fuck someone more than 3 times and you don’t start dating them, the sex goes sour. except for an ex, you can fuck them a bunch of times without things changing, you’ve just got to take breaks. I think i get layed more now then when i was psychologically sound. except it’s been 5 months or so. I can’t complain though, seeing as how i was a virgin until i was 23. That sucked. are you dissapointed that you had sex with the guy from the haunted house?
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This is a little bit long.. but try to pay attention! Its mostly about sex so maybe it will hold your interest 
Was I disappointed? Not at all… But he wouldnt leave me alone afterward. I hate that. I tend to attract young boys.. 18-24… I dont mind. Its nice to be wanted… and in control… I like to make them a little shy..do things they dont really want to .. and its easy with the young ones…But they always end up being clingy and jealous. . and want relationships. similar to a woman I suppose. I guess you could say I am a slut.. but these instances are few and far between.. and not while drunk or after bars or partying.. just.. an immediate attraction… sex… and goodbye- no one I know or plan to see again….and 99% of the time.. not even my friends who I am with know it happened… hard to explain. I – being a total hypochondriac – do not understand how I can so easily have sex..I fear disease … irrationally.. I do. I swear in my obsessive compulsive head that I have every disease known to man.. but I have never had more than a cold or poison oak! I get tested every 6 months for everything.. even when I go without sex! but when it comes to sex it seems I lose all inhibitions.. I do not drink often at all because its "instant fuck – just add alcohol" I hate going to the bar.. the people there seem to me much dirtier than meeting say, on the bus or a street. I have had sex in the cooler at a grocery store I worked at, (bent over the milk crates) with a guy who used to come in there alot. I quit shortly thereafter… I have given a bj in the back of a cop car… no shit. The cop was a dick and ignored my questions…he didnt notice I did it, or atleast didnt say so. I would have liked to have been your first… 23 yrs of no sex.. lucky girl… I had sex with a guy I met on the bus. ( no NOT the greyhound). we rode from sacramento to san francisco.. and we both had to go seperate ways.. so we fucked in the bushes in front of a bank (it was dark) and I have never seen or heard from him since. The only other really cold lustful sex I can think of ( that may be worthy of writing) is when I was camping .. I met a guy at the lake, he was there with his family and I was with mine… he was about 20, and I was 17.. We would "make appointments" at the campground showers..meet up, fuck, and see eachother the next day doing our family recreation.. ( this was a 4 day camping trip) … our families found out because on our final day – we wouldnt be able to get away for our night cap – so we did it in broad daylight on a picnic table and were caught by the groundskeeper- he "evicted us" so our families kind of had to know… Oh, and I did it with a guy I stopped – he was riding his bike and asked him for his phone #.. I ended up giving him a ‘ride’ but he never made it home.. we ended up in the pear orchards. You remind me of sex. Maybe it is our bond. I dont want to proof read this.. sorry if it makes no sense. -kim
