Mr Extraordinary (which me thinks may be even better than Extraspecial!)
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hey! i was looking for this post of yours.. i thought it was really good.. but i cannot find it now! :( i remember i saw your name.. and was about to change newsgroups.. then i just had to click on your name! i thought i felt something i might want.. but anyway, that isn’t the point! i am looking for the post you did on schizophrenia.. and how maybe it will just be used as "disease x", well i think that is my terms, for a long time, as they filter other ‘diseases’ out of it.. such as OCD, you said. i was looking through the group for it now, like in a panic cos i’d forgotten what your post was even about! just that it’s something of interest to me.. especially being half heartedly diagnosed with like 5 or so different things.. i know i have OCD. but there are other symptoms.. anyways! (oh, as you prolly noticed, i remembered what yer post was about lol) anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, which i do sound! perhaps it is a slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! i think.. thanks
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"Mahja-Urana @yahoo.com>" <"snafuper<erase> wrote in message
news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hey! i was looking for this post of yours.. i thought it was really good.. but > i cannot find it now! :( > i remember i saw your name.. and was about to change newsgroups.. then i just > had to click on your name! i thought i felt something i might want.. but > anyway, that isn’t the point! > i am looking for the post you did on schizophrenia.. and how maybe it will just > be used as "disease x", well i think that is my terms, for a long time, as they > filter other ‘diseases’ out of it.. such as OCD, you said. > i was looking through the group for it now, like in a panic cos i’d forgotten > what your post was even about! just that it’s something of interest to me.. > especially being half heartedly diagnosed with like 5 or so different things.. i > know i have OCD. but there are other symptoms.. anyways! (oh, as you prolly > noticed, i remembered what yer post was about lol) > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, which i do sound! perhaps it is a > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > i think.. > thanks
Is this it? (I hope Mr. X doesn’t mind me reposting it) Lily _____________________________ On Thu, 30 Aug 2001 20:41:06 -0700, henandchick@<))))><.com wrote: >www.antipsychiatry.org >SCHIZOPHRENIA >A Nonexistent Disease >by Lawrence Stevens, J.D.
8<————– Did you really have to read this to figure out the doctors don’t know what they’re doing? 
Hey, maybe they’ll never find the cause of it and just keep redefining other illnesses from it (like OCD) until it cancels itself out of it’s own theoretical existance. Who knows? Mr X.
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aha.. thank yas.. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -TigerLily wrote: > "Mahja-Urana @yahoo.com>" <"snafuper<erase> wrote in message > news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com… > > hey! i was looking for this post of yours.. i thought it was really > good.. but > > i cannot find it now! :( > > i remember i saw your name.. and was about to change newsgroups.. then i > just > > had to click on your name! i thought i felt something i might want.. but > > anyway, that isn’t the point! > > i am looking for the post you did on schizophrenia.. and how maybe it will > just > > be used as "disease x", well i think that is my terms, for a long time, as > they > > filter other ‘diseases’ out of it.. such as OCD, you said. > > i was looking through the group for it now, like in a panic cos i’d > forgotten > > what your post was even about! just that it’s something of interest to > me.. > > especially being half heartedly diagnosed with like 5 or so different > things.. i > > know i have OCD. but there are other symptoms.. anyways! (oh, as you > prolly > > noticed, i remembered what yer post was about lol) > > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, which i do sound! perhaps it > is a > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on > me! > > i think.. > > thanks > Is this it? (I hope Mr. X doesn’t mind me reposting it) > Lily > _____________________________ > On Thu, 30 Aug 2001 20:41:06 -0700, henandchick@<))))><.com wrote: > >www.antipsychiatry.org > >SCHIZOPHRENIA > >A Nonexistent Disease > >by Lawrence Stevens, J.D. > 8<————– > Did you really have to read this to figure out the doctors don’t know > what they’re doing? > Hey, maybe they’ll never find the cause of it and just keep redefining > other illnesses from it (like OCD) until it cancels itself out of it’s > own theoretical existance. > Who knows? > Mr X.
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com>… > hey! i was looking for this post of yours.. i thought it was really good.. but > i cannot find it now! :( > i remember i saw your name.. and was about to change newsgroups.. then i just > had to click on your name! i thought i felt something i might want.. but > anyway, that isn’t the point! > i am looking for the post you did on schizophrenia.. and how maybe it will just > be used as "disease x", well i think that is my terms, for a long time, as they > filter other ‘diseases’ out of it.. such as OCD, you said. > i was looking through the group for it now, like in a panic cos i’d forgotten > what your post was even about! just that it’s something of interest to me.. > especially being half heartedly diagnosed with like 5 or so different things.. i > know i have OCD. but there are other symptoms.. anyways! (oh, as you prolly > noticed, i remembered what yer post was about lol) > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate,
Hey, if you want to sound desperate, this is the place to do, bro! which i do sound! perhaps it is a – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > i think.. > thanks
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lili wrote: > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com>… > > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, > Hey, if you want to sound desperate, this is the place to do, bro!
yes.. you are right, sis! :) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > i think.. > > thanks
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Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B992639.3FE9E581@yahoo.com>… > lili wrote: > > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com>… > > > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, > > Hey, if you want to sound desperate, this is the place to do, bro! > yes.. you are right, sis! :)
Don’t get me started. :) M-u-s-t t e l l j o k e… What’s a wacky wacker whack-whack s’pposed ta do? Well, I think I do want to sound desperate, but only on tuesdays. (Any questions?) Oh-my-god, I feel like a funky spunk. Screeeeeech, that was me putting the breaks on. Buh-bye now. (Oy!Oy!Oy!) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > i think.. > > > thanks
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -lili wrote: > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B992639.3FE9E581@yahoo.com>… > > lili wrote: > > > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com>… > > > > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, > > > Hey, if you want to sound desperate, this is the place to do, bro! > > yes.. you are right, sis! :) > Don’t get me started. :) M-u-s-t t e l l j o k e… > What’s a wacky wacker whack-whack s’pposed ta do?
masturbate? lol are you calling me names here? :) > Well, I think I do want to sound desperate, but only on tuesdays. > (Any questions?) > Oh-my-god, I feel like a funky spunk. Screeeeeech, that was me > putting the breaks on. Buh-bye now. (Oy!Oy!Oy!)
wooo.. were you feeling a bit ‘toey’ here? haha.. either that or you are just trying to tease me! :) so ok, question. it is monday here right now, so how about you email me tomorrow? lol. i can’t figure out if you were teasing me, or "teasing" me! 
eck, ok. Screeeech! that was Me putting my breaks on. oy – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > > i think.. > > > > thanks
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On Fri, 7 Sep 2001 02:26:22 -0400, "TigerLily" <nos…@excite.com> wrote: >Is this it? (I hope Mr. X doesn’t mind me reposting it) >Lily >_______
Nope, not at all 
) I haven’t been around much lately or I’d probably have reposted it myself. Mr X. __ ____________________ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->On Thu, 30 Aug 2001 20:41:06 -0700, henandchick@<))))><.com wrote: >>www.antipsychiatry.org >>SCHIZOPHRENIA >>A Nonexistent Disease >>by Lawrence Stevens, J.D. >8<————– >Did you really have to read this to figure out the doctors don’t know >what they’re doing? >Hey, maybe they’ll never find the cause of it and just keep redefining >other illnesses from it (like OCD) until it cancels itself out of it’s >own theoretical existance. >Who knows? >Mr X.
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B9D16D3.D26A8750@yahoo.com>… > lili wrote: > > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B992639.3FE9E581@yahoo.com>… > > > lili wrote: > > > > Mahja-Urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3B982FCA.BD0F5810@yahoo.com>… > > > > > anyways.. i don’t want to sound desperate, > > > > Hey, if you want to sound desperate, this is the place to do, bro! > > > yes.. you are right, sis! :) > > Don’t get me started. :) M-u-s-t t e l l j o k e… > > What’s a wacky wacker whack-whack s’pposed ta do? > masturbate? lol
No, no ‘whack’ like whacked out, whacky, whack. Out there, babee! Wuz talking bout myself, but hey, if the shoe fits! > are you calling me names here? :) > > Well, I think I do want to sound desperate, but only on tuesdays. > > (Any questions?) > > Oh-my-god, I feel like a funky spunk. Screeeeeech, that was me > > putting the breaks on. Buh-bye now. (Oi! Oi! Oi!) > wooo.. were you feeling a bit ‘toey’ here? haha.. either that or
you are just > trying to tease me! :)
Toey??? Toey??? What on earth are you talking about? Notice the change in spelling in the above ‘oi’(was oy). Oy is what you say if you speak yiddish. My mistake. > so ok, question. it is monday here right now, so how about you email me > tomorrow? lol. i can’t figure out if you were teasing me, or "teasing" me! > > eck, ok. Screeeech! that was Me putting my breaks on. oy
None of the above, frenchy. Just totally and completely actin the fool! > > > > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > > > i think.. > > > > > thanks
Any clue what we are talking about? Me neither.
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lili wrote: > > > > > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > > > > i think.. > > > > > > thanks > Any clue what we are talking about? Me neither.
lol. i didn’t have a clue, i actually asked someone before what you were saying! so i responded with same language haha i remember getting some vague sense out of it all that you were saying how you are "sexually excited" at the time of writing it! lol. i donno, don’t ask. anyways. <turns page real fast> hehe
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why it’s Mr Exxxxtraooooooordinary. thanks – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Mr Extraordinary wrote: > On Fri, 7 Sep 2001 02:26:22 -0400, "TigerLily" <nos…@excite.com> > wrote: > >Is this it? (I hope Mr. X doesn’t mind me reposting it) > >Lily > >_______ > Nope, not at all ) > I haven’t been around much lately or I’d probably have reposted it > myself. > Mr X. > __ > ____________________ > >On Thu, 30 Aug 2001 20:41:06 -0700, henandchick@<))))><.com wrote: > >>www.antipsychiatry.org > >>SCHIZOPHRENIA > >>A Nonexistent Disease > >>by Lawrence Stevens, J.D. > >8<————– > >Did you really have to read this to figure out the doctors don’t know > >what they’re doing? > >Hey, maybe they’ll never find the cause of it and just keep redefining > >other illnesses from it (like OCD) until it cancels itself out of it’s > >own theoretical existance. > >Who knows? > >Mr X.
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voyg wrote: > xoxo_l…@hotmail.com (lili) wrote : > >> > What’s a wacky wacker whack-whack s’pposed ta do? > Hum… I’d like to be this wacker ! > E
lol. hey E! (Eminem?) i have such a toothache. no i lie, it just got better in the last minute.. but it’s been getting so bad. i really gotta get myself over to the dentist :p just thought i’d complain here, where else so cold… i woke up "just then" earlier, it’s like 2.13am atm. might check the tv, see if anything new’s happened with this whole "America Under Attack" thingie lol should go back to bed then. hmm after i’ve smoked what’s left of the cones that are ‘chopped’ it is my hourglass sometimes
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yea? and you haven’t heard voices in a while?.. perhaps it’s not your job to convince yourself one way or the other.. but just listen and let it come and go..? sorta like thoughts, i guess. donno – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"henandchick@<))))> <.com" wrote: > This all has made the voices come back. I can’t quite convince myself > that the voices are not the passengers who died on the aeroplane > trying to talk to me. > On Fri, 14 Sep 2001 02:14:53 +0800, mahja-urana > <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote: > >voyg wrote: > >> xoxo_l…@hotmail.com (lili) wrote : > >> >> > What’s a wacky wacker whack-whack s’pposed ta do? > >> Hum… I’d like to be this wacker ! > >> E > >lol. hey E! (Eminem?) > >i have such a toothache. no i lie, it just got better in the last minute.. > >but it’s been getting so bad. i really gotta get myself over to the dentist :p > >just thought i’d complain here, where else > >so cold… i woke up "just then" earlier, it’s like 2.13am atm. > >might check the tv, see if anything new’s happened with this whole "America > >Under Attack" thingie lol > >should go back to bed then. > >hmm after i’ve smoked what’s left of the cones that are ‘chopped’ > >it is my hourglass sometimes
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -mahja-urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3BA03CD5.90AA044F@yahoo.com>… > lili wrote: > > > > > > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > > > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > > > > > i think.. > > > > > > > thanks > > Any clue what we are talking about? Me neither. > lol. i didn’t have a clue, i actually asked someone before what you were > saying! > so i responded with same language haha > i remember getting some vague sense out of it all that you were saying how you > are "sexually excited" at the time of writing it! lol. i donno, don’t ask. > anyways. <turns page real fast> hehe
No, no, no! I was just being silly, throwing out random silly sentences, one on top of the other, that made me laugh! Been practicing laughing at myself the last week or so! You won’t find any sexual innuendo from me, I’m a good girl. I think maybe what you were picking up on was also a fear of ‘letting go’ that I have. When I get real happy I get scared.
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -lili wrote: > mahja-urana <"snafuper<erase>"@yahoo.com> wrote in message <news:3BA03CD5.90AA044F@yahoo.com>… > > lili wrote: > > > > > > > which i do sound! perhaps it is a > > > > > > > > slight compulsion.. well, it is.. but i need that post! it disappeared on me! > > > > > > > > i think.. > > > > > > > > thanks > > > Any clue what we are talking about? Me neither. > > lol. i didn’t have a clue, i actually asked someone before what you were > > saying! > > so i responded with same language haha > > i remember getting some vague sense out of it all that you were saying how you > > are "sexually excited" at the time of writing it! lol. i donno, don’t ask. > > anyways. <turns page real fast> hehe > No, no, no! I was just being silly, throwing out random silly sentences, > one on top of the other, that made me laugh! Been practicing laughing > at myself the last week or so!
aha. cool You won’t find any sexual innuendo from > me, I’m a good girl.
dang. it’s always the "good girls" hehe I think maybe what you were picking up on was > also a fear of ‘letting go’ that I have. When I get real happy I get > scared.
i’ve been having so many dreams where i am in space.. and scared of letting go. i also have this fear of "letting go" like i even occasionally get to this.. "point".. and freak out totally cos i don’t feel ready or something. this dream the other night i was in space. and i was floating out there (some distance from earth, but i think it was still in sight) and just holding on to this persons hand who was then attached to a space ship. well either that or i was holding onto the outside of some space ship. but if i let go i’d just drift off floating. and i woke up partially, but the dream was still running, and going in and out of it sorta i guess. and the thought/feeling came upon me that if i let go of this i would be "enlightened" or whatever.. like it’s that point i am scared of.. or it represented it anyway.. but it was really scarey. but i did it, i let go and i don’t remember much after that! just the feeling of the ‘let go’.. — "ride on and don’t look back. you can’t change what’s done. twang twang. the world is yours you know.. you got to ride to live… live.. to .. ride. and so you know, you ride to live the ride" -fu manchu
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"mahja-urana @yahoo.com>" <"snafuper<erase> wrote in message
news:3BA3E889.FB8E8866@yahoo.com… > i’ve been having so many dreams where i am in space.. and scared of letting go. > i also have this fear of "letting go" like i even occasionally get to this.. > "point".. and freak out totally cos i don’t feel ready or something.
Have you read Jonathan Livingstone Seagull? As far as I remember he does the equivalent of "letting go" and ends up in some place so deep and meaningful that he just cannot cope. He ends up with the "adult" seagulls, perhaps in our lives we might equate this with the Godhead, if you believe that kind of thing. I think if you want to reach a stage where you don’t have to come back to this planet then ultimately you do have to let go. It has to reach a stage where you can be totally alone, have no hand to hold, have no one you feel you can call or talk to, and yet even in that stage you can find a contentment in the belief of what is good, in the knowledge that this life is only transient, and the faith you have found along the way, in music, laughter, sweetness, and things that we, as the insane members of society, have experienced along the way. And not only us insane people, many people have had near death experiences and visits from angels and the like. Heard a song they remember from another place, another time. Met someone that they feel they have known forever. Life is only here and now. Death is forever. Once you can face the grim reaper with no fear, and almost welcome him, then you can let go, because you will realize that what you are holding on to, is basically nothing in the grand scheme of things. Who really understands you? Who can ever give you what you are really looking for? Who can ever fill the gaping hole that coming here gave us? Basically I have accepted that nothing or no one gives me more comfort than a few bottles of beer and a good CD. Don’t get me wrong, I am very thankful that I have people around me who are always there for me, and who I can hug on a daily basis. But everything is really only a way of getting through. Michelle
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duck wrote: > "mahja-urana @yahoo.com>" <"snafuper<erase> wrote in message > news:3BA3E889.FB8E8866@yahoo.com… > > i’ve been having so many dreams where i am in space.. and scared of > letting go. > > i also have this fear of "letting go" like i even occasionally get to > this.. > > "point".. and freak out totally cos i don’t feel ready or something. > Have you read Jonathan Livingstone Seagull?
i have seen the movie.. thought it seemed cool, but don’t remember it exactly As far as I remember he does – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> the equivalent of "letting go" and ends up in some place so deep and > meaningful that he just cannot cope. He ends up with the "adult" seagulls, > perhaps in our lives we might equate this with the Godhead, if you believe > that kind of thing. > I think if you want to reach a stage where you don’t have to come back to > this planet then ultimately you do have to let go. > It has to reach a stage where you can be totally alone, have no hand to > hold, have no one you feel you can call or talk to, and yet even in that > stage you can find a contentment in the belief of what is good, in the > knowledge that this life is only transient, and the faith you have found > along the way, in music, laughter, sweetness, and things that we, as the > insane members of society, have experienced along the way. And not only us > insane people, many people have had near death experiences and visits from > angels and the like. Heard a song they remember from another place, another > time. Met someone that they feel they have known forever. > Life is only here and now. Death is forever. > Once you can face the grim reaper with no fear, and almost welcome him, then > you can let go, because you will realize that what you are holding on to, is > basically nothing in the grand scheme of things. Who really understands > you? Who can ever give you what you are really looking for? Who can ever > fill the gaping hole that coming here gave us? > Basically I have accepted that nothing or no one gives me more comfort than > a few bottles of beer and a good CD.
lol… thanks for the post.. i agree with much.. but i am still in a doubtful stage about everything. i believe i … tasted.. this void.. or whatever it’s called.. but i was so terrified and disgusted at what i saw to be "myself".. that i kinda went nuts after, and pain. i donno.. and now i keep approaching this edge.. and it’s like i’m too scared to slip or jump in or whatever, and i "cling on" in terror as i feel the slipping.. but i also feel that to just let myself go.. be alone perhaps, as you said.. just lose the familiar i spose. that i’d transcend all this bullshit. lol > Don’t get me wrong, I am very thankful that I have people around me who are > always there for me, and who I can hug on a daily basis. > But everything is really only a way of getting through. > Michelle
– "ride on and don’t look back. you can’t change what’s done. twang twang. the world is yours you know.. you got to ride to live… live.. to .. ride. and so you know, you ride to live the ride" -fu manchu
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