woke up depressed and panicky
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Find out who the people are that sing carols at Christmas and see if you can join them in it. Even if you can’t sing they still might let you participate. just 2 cents Perry – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -kbeth wrote: > I just woke up feeling like a mess. > It takes time for my medicine to work, so I’m battling alot of > negative thoughts. > I’m havng this negative thought that I’m all alone and homeless on > Christmas, watching all the happy families walk up and down the > streets of Manhattan… People singing Carols. > Why does my mind torment me like this? > WHy can’t I have a big, caring close family? > -kbeth
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Kbeth, Hang in there. You’re not alone. I’m worrying about being homeless too. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->I just woke up feeling like a mess. >It takes time for my medicine to work, so I’m battling alot of >negative thoughts. >I’m havng this negative thought that I’m all alone and homeless on >Christmas, watching all the happy families walk up and down the >streets of Manhattan… People singing Carols. >Why does my mind torment me like this? >WHy can’t I have a big, caring close family? >-kbeth
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<~It takes time for my medicine to work, so I’m battling alot of >negative thoughts.~>
This got me thinking. When we ingest the medicine, does it actually work for that certain period of time? Kinda like ‘temporary’ relief till the next one?Or is it the build up of the meds. I assumed it was the buildup, mabye buildup AND temporary once its in the system. . But i had been wondering because i have skipped some pills due to a wierd sleeping schedule. Rambling. La la la Kel
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In article <381ad96f.877…@news.asan.com>, kb…@asan.com (kbeth) wrote: > I just woke up feeling like a mess. > It takes time for my medicine to work, so I’m battling alot of > negative thoughts. > I’m havng this negative thought that I’m all alone and homeless on > Christmas, watching all the happy families walk up and down the > streets of Manhattan… People singing Carols.
Well, the salvation army will always let ya in. Probably hook you up with something pretty quick if you have a skill. Or even if you dont, the job market is always after gunt labor that isnt on drugs. > Why does my mind torment me like this?
Uh, cause its OCD, and it sucks. Otherwise it wouldnt be considered a problem. > WHy can’t I have a big, caring close family?
Because that one is mostly a myth, unless you are talking about some sort of cult family. They’re happy because they keep up on their brainwashing. Sent via Deja.com http://www.deja.com/ Before you buy.
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I just woke up feeling like a mess. It takes time for my medicine to work, so I’m battling alot of negative thoughts. I’m havng this negative thought that I’m all alone and homeless on Christmas, watching all the happy families walk up and down the streets of Manhattan… People singing Carols. Why does my mind torment me like this? WHy can’t I have a big, caring close family? -kbeth
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>. >I’m havng this negative thought that I’m all alone and homeless on >Christmas, watching all the happy families walk up and down the >streets of Manhattan… People singing Carols. >Why does my mind torment me like this? >WHy can’t I have a big, caring close family? >-kbeth ></PRE></HTML>
Kbeth, The holiday season if very difficult for many people. Hang in there. I don’t have a big close caring family either…oppss..sorry..I have lots of family members on my father’s side.. but they don’t care and most of the relatives on my mother’s side are deceased.. Try not to let the material or media nature of the holidays get to you. Noone has a family like the Waltons..:). Hang in there..it’s just OCD and depression that is getting you down. Take care of yourself and try to keep positive thoughts. LN
