yo Tiff….
Question:
I am so proud of you! and today I lived up to my end of the bargain. I REALLY had to go to the bathroom this afternoon and popped into Java Depot and used there little dinky public bathroom!!!! I only washed my hands once and didn’t even obsess! Yay for Prozac! 
It sounds like you have a very understanding partner, that is so important. My ex thought I was doing it for attention!!!! Let me know what happens next. This is better than Seinfeld! — dolph…@teleport.com
Response:
dolphinz! WHHOOOOOOPEEEEEEEE <– notice the pee in whoopee? hahahahalololo Congrats for your amazing feat. I would disagree however when you say yay Prozac for I think the kudos should be going to you. Prozac is only a catalyst you know? But YOU actually went to the ol’ Java Depot potty. I am proud of you too. Actually, it seems as though you did much better than I because you said you went to the bathroom there and didn’t even obsess That didn’t happen for me. I drank the tea and THEN obsessed. It was only a little though. Plus you know that dragon tea gave me the worst diarrhea (spelled wrong). I went to the chinese master again this afternoon to get a refill on the herbs. He said that my stomach isn’t used to the herbs and that I should be fine with the second dose. We’ll see about that. I also got this treatment done called Qi Gong. Basically, the Chinese master uses his/her energy to redirect yours. It was wild. He stood over me whilst I lay on this couch thingy and he said for me to close my eyes. I did. He then put some oil (that I can still smell….smells good) on my shoulder and put his hand there. Must be the porthole…lolol….seriously though. He began shaking a little and moving his hands around my body etc. for approx. 25 mins. It was wild. I felt as though I was floating afterwards. This Qi Gong is sorta like Reiki but not completely. You are right about my partner. I do feel lucky……………the luckiest every day of my life. It would be very hard without support to open up and be vulnerable etc. And that is what you have to do when you work on this OCD stuff. So, I am able to let it all hang out and discuss it. I am sorry to hear that your ex was not supportive. That must have been hard. You know, people that don’t have OCD STILL have issues you know? gotta go work now…. Excellent on Java Depot……………… take care tiffany
