8/18/03
Question:
I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 22 minutes and 9 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $31.75 spent on other crap Have to go up town before I hit 3 days so pre-posting 
Feeling a little better today. Just a tad more energy. Slept for 15 hours straight last night though. Very strange dreams involving the cast of Big Brother and saran wrap 
Still feeling quite low but am managing to get out of the house to do a proper food shopping which was something I couldn’t face yesterday. Feel a lot better than yesterday in that I can face people. Started feeling really paranoid last night but better today. Mom comes home tonight so have to deal with another person around the house. That should be fun. Think I’ll rent a whack of videos and hang out in my room and ignore the world. RR
Response:
WTG on nearly three days RR! Glad you are starting to feel a little better, and the doom and gloom is starting to lift! Hell, I have enough trouble going food shopping with five weeks under my belt – you are doing great. Give yourself a pat on the back Robin…you are doing it… Hugs Paula
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 22 minutes and 9 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $31.75 spent on other crap Have to go up town before I hit 3 days so pre-posting Feeling a little better today. Just a tad more energy. Slept for 15 hours straight last night though. Very strange dreams involving the cast of Big Brother and saran wrap Still feeling quite low but am managing to get out of the house to do a proper food shopping which was something I couldn’t face yesterday. Feel a lot better than yesterday in that I can face people. Started feeling really paranoid last night but better today. Mom comes home tonight so have to deal with another person around the house. That should be fun. Think I’ll rent a whack of videos and hang out in my room and ignore the world. RR
Response:
WTG on nearly three days RR! Glad you are starting to feel a little better, and the doom and gloom is starting to lift! Hell, I have enough trouble going food shopping with five weeks under my belt – you are doing great. Give yourself a pat on the back Robin…you are doing it… Hugs Paula
Thanks Paula. I hate foodshopping even when I’m doing well. Its always been my nemesis. I know my depression is really bad when I end up standing in the aisles having panic attacks trying to figure out what to buy. In an ideal world I’d have a buffette delievered to my door every morning. RR I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 56 minutes and 10 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $32.00 spent on other crap
Response:
I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 22 minutes and 9 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $31.75 spent on other crap Have to go up town before I hit 3 days so pre-posting Feeling a little better today. Just a tad more energy. Slept for 15 hours straight last night though. Very strange dreams involving the cast of Big Brother and saran wrap Still feeling quite low but am managing to get out of the house to do a proper food shopping which was something I couldn’t face yesterday. Feel a lot better than yesterday in that I can face people. Started feeling really paranoid last night but better today. Mom comes home tonight so have to deal with another person around the house. That should be fun. Think I’ll rent a whack of videos and hang out in my room and ignore the world. RR
Response:
WTG on nearly three days RR! Glad you are starting to feel a little better, and the doom and gloom is starting to lift! Hell, I have enough trouble going food shopping with five weeks under my belt – you are doing great. Give yourself a pat on the back Robin…you are doing it… Hugs Paula
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 22 minutes and 9 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $31.75 spent on other crap Have to go up town before I hit 3 days so pre-posting Feeling a little better today. Just a tad more energy. Slept for 15 hours straight last night though. Very strange dreams involving the cast of Big Brother and saran wrap Still feeling quite low but am managing to get out of the house to do a proper food shopping which was something I couldn’t face yesterday. Feel a lot better than yesterday in that I can face people. Started feeling really paranoid last night but better today. Mom comes home tonight so have to deal with another person around the house. That should be fun. Think I’ll rent a whack of videos and hang out in my room and ignore the world. RR
Response:
WTG on nearly three days RR! Glad you are starting to feel a little better, and the doom and gloom is starting to lift! Hell, I have enough trouble going food shopping with five weeks under my belt – you are doing great. Give yourself a pat on the back Robin…you are doing it… Hugs Paula
Thanks Paula. I hate foodshopping even when I’m doing well. Its always been my nemesis. I know my depression is really bad when I end up standing in the aisles having panic attacks trying to figure out what to buy. In an ideal world I’d have a buffette delievered to my door every morning. RR I have not smoked for: 2 days, 23 hours, 56 minutes and 10 seconds. That’s 80 cigarettes not smoked and $32.00 spent on other crap
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