I am afraid
Question:
My dear Family; I am afraid for tomorow, i didn’t left the house for almost 14 days. The P/A is very high the last weeks. And tomorrow i have to visit friends, it is not far from us but i have to go out of the house. And next monday i have to go to Roel, and that is 20 min drive. I can’t do it on this moment, i don’t go shopping anymore. Albert is the one who do the shopping. I don’t know what to do anymore, i am back on a dark road and there is no light at the end. I take now for more than a half year remeron, but it don’t work for me this time. I need everyday more other pills, to get through the day.( librium) This has to stop, or i will. Next week is one of my grandson’s birthday, and i don’t know how to get there and sitting in a room with other people. It is all to much for me this moment, I wish that i could hide somewhere. But i can’t, i have to go there but i don’t know how. When will this all be over?? Love Diana. — The charter is available at:
