My biggest test yet!
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Hi Robin, Good luck at your meeting today and I am sending all the POSITIVE ENERGY that I can muster. I was just wondering - don’t you have a Union representative who can help you with this matter ? I will keep you in my thoughts and hope that all goes well. Hugs Debby 
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Everyone send me LOTS of good energy today. If you have read any of my story, you will know that the Panic Attacks followed an accident at work. Well because of some beuracratic bullshit, there is a person in the Personnel office at the Prison that I work at who is causing me all kinds of trouble. I haven’t been able to go back to work since the attack, and the place itself is a big trigger for me. But I am fed up with all of the bullshit they have pulled so today is the end of it. My husband works there too and he has become the target of many of the little subtle attacks on me. He has been there longer than me and some of the problems are coming from people that he (and I when I worked) has to depend on for life or death situations. This has gotten to be the biggest mess and if it weren’t real, it would almost be comical the way things have been handled this far. I am extremely scared that I am going to have a full blown attack sitting in the Warden’s office, but maybe that is what has to happen for them to understand. The sad thing is that with the type of work we do, you can’t have a weak link…it risks everyone, but the shortage of officers has reduced the criterea for the job basically to "if you can sign your name…you are hired" so because I am still a warm body, they haven’t seen why I haven’t returned to work. Well today they are going to see in full detail what is going on with me. I don’t plan on taking my xanax until after the meeting, so I am sure a full panic attack will set in before the meeting even starts. I am preparing a letter so that I don’t forget what I have to say. Please keep me in your prayers today…I am going to need them! Robin R. Williams * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!
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Oh Robin, I read this too late, but believe me, you are in my thoughts right now and for the rest of today. I hope everything goes well, including a PA if that’s what those creeps need to see to believe you. I think that’s terrible! Think about reporting them to someone higher up (and bigger!). As you said, life and death situations. That is just awful! Please let me know how you made out. Take care! {{{Robin}}} Di – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Everyone send me LOTS of good energy today. If you have read any of my story, you will know that the Panic Attacks followed an accident at work. Well because of some beuracratic bullshit, there is a person in the Personnel office at the Prison that I work at who is causing me all kinds of trouble. I haven’t been able to go back to work since the attack, and the place itself is a big trigger for me. But I am fed up with all of the bullshit they have pulled so today is the end of it. My husband works there too and he has become the target of many of the little subtle attacks on me. He has been there longer than me and some of the problems are coming from people that he (and I when I worked) has to depend on for life or death situations. This has gotten to be the biggest mess and if it weren’t real, it would almost be comical the way things have been handled this far. I am extremely scared that I am going to have a full blown attack sitting in the Warden’s office, but maybe that is what has to happen for them to understand. The sad thing is that with the type of work we do, you can’t have a weak link…it risks everyone, but the shortage of officers has reduced the criterea for the job basically to "if you can sign your name…you are hired" so because I am still a warm body, they haven’t seen why I haven’t returned to work. Well today they are going to see in full detail what is going on with me. I don’t plan on taking my xanax until after the meeting, so I am sure a full panic attack will set in before the meeting even starts. I am preparing a letter so that I don’t forget what I have to say. Please keep me in your prayers today…I am going to need them! Robin R. Williams * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!
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Go get ‘em and I am sending a prayer out that these folks realize that this is not some sort of game. That if it weren’t for what happened that you might not have ever had this monster to deal with. :)J — "Just when you think life sucks, someone hands you a vacuum cleaner; it is at this time you start cleaning some house". J Visit me at: http://members.ync.net/jdgalvin/index.html
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Everyone send me LOTS of good energy today. If you have read any of my story, you will know that the Panic Attacks followed an accident at work. Well because of some beuracratic bullshit, there is a person in the Personnel office at the Prison that I work at who is causing me all kinds of trouble. I haven’t been able to go back to work since the attack, and the place itself is a big trigger for me. But I am fed up with all of the bullshit they have pulled so today is the end of it. My husband works there too and he has become the target of many of the little subtle attacks on me. He has been there longer than me and some of the problems are coming from people that he (and I when I worked) has to depend on for life or death situations. This has gotten to be the biggest mess and if it weren’t real, it would almost be comical the way things have been handled this far. I am extremely scared that I am going to have a full blown attack sitting in the Warden’s office, but maybe that is what has to happen for them to understand. The sad thing is that with the type of work we do, you can’t have a weak link…it risks everyone, but the shortage of officers has reduced the criterea for the job basically to "if you can sign your name…you are hired" so because I am still a warm body, they haven’t seen why I haven’t returned to work. Well today they are going to see in full detail what is going on with me. I don’t plan on taking my xanax until after the meeting, so I am sure a full panic attack will set in before the meeting even starts. I am preparing a letter so that I don’t forget what I have to say. Please keep me in your prayers today…I am going to need them! Robin R. Williams * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!
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Everyone send me LOTS of good energy today. If you have read any of my story, you will know that the Panic Attacks followed an accident at work. Well because of some beuracratic bullshit, there is a person in the Personnel office at the Prison that I work at who is causing me all kinds of trouble. I haven’t been able to go back to work since the attack, and the place itself is a big trigger for me. But I am fed up with all of the bullshit they have pulled so today is the end of it. My husband works there too and he has become the target of many of the little subtle attacks on me. He has been there longer than me and some of the problems are coming from people that he (and I when I worked) has to depend on for life or death situations. This has gotten to be the biggest mess and if it weren’t real, it would almost be comical the way things have been handled this far. I am extremely scared that I am going to have a full blown attack sitting in the Warden’s office, but maybe that is what has to happen for them to understand. The sad thing is that with the type of work we do, you can’t have a weak link…it risks everyone, but the shortage of officers has reduced the criterea for the job basically to "if you can sign your name…you are hired" so because I am still a warm body, they haven’t seen why I haven’t returned to work. Well today they are going to see in full detail what is going on with me. I don’t plan on taking my xanax until after the meeting, so I am sure a full panic attack will set in before the meeting even starts. I am preparing a letter so that I don’t forget what I have to say. Please keep me in your prayers today…I am going to need them! Robin R. Williams * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Everyone send me LOTS of good energy today. If you have read any of my story, you will know that the Panic Attacks followed an accident at work. Well because of some beuracratic bullshit, there is a person in the Personnel office at the Prison that I work at who is causing me all kinds of trouble. I haven’t been able to go back to work since the attack, and the place itself is a big trigger for me. But I am fed up with all of the bullshit they have pulled so today is the end of it. My husband works there too and he has become the target of many of the little subtle attacks on me. He has been there longer than me and some of the problems are coming from people that he (and I when I worked) has to depend on for life or death situations. This has gotten to be the biggest mess and if it weren’t real, it would almost be comical the way things have been handled this far. I am extremely scared that I am going to have a full blown attack sitting in the Warden’s office, but maybe that is what has to happen for them to understand. The sad thing is that with the type of work we do, you can’t have a weak link…it risks everyone, but the shortage of officers has reduced the criterea for the job basically to "if you can sign your name…you are hired" so because I am still a warm body, they haven’t seen why I haven’t returned to work. Well today they are going to see in full detail what is going on with me. I don’t plan on taking my xanax until after the meeting, so I am sure a full panic attack will set in before the meeting even starts. I am preparing a letter so that I don’t forget what I have to say. Please keep me in your prayers today…I am going to need them! Robin R. Williams
Dear Robin, This situation sounds like a nightmare. You have alot of courage to go back to your job to set everything straight. I wish you much luck and hope everything works out. Take care. Jackie
