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Question:
I get happy then sad then happy then sad then happy then sad. I can’t seem to find middle ground. There are times when I’m me. But lately it just seems like I can’t find my center. I know that I’m not alone in this world but I still get mad as hell at this illness. I don’t wish it on anyone but I wish it off myself. Sometimes people don’t seem to get it when I say that I’m depressed but I don’t know why. I have panic attacks my pdoc says something is triggering them but I can’t tell you why. I have things from my childhood that I just don’t talk about and sometimes I feel haunted. I just feel lost and wish that I could be me again. But right now I don’t know what or who that is. Please help This poems is like a journey I’ve been there and ended there. Now I’m somewhere in the middle again. Dear Friend Hello! Dear Friend it
