Using ASD to vent my horribleness
Question:
Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks?
No, I reach for the Valium either po or im. Darren.
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There is so much going on, I don’t even want to start going into it. It’s overwhelming and sounds like a really bad movie that seems so bad and filled with so much shit and pain it sounds far fetched. To top that off, I probably won’t even be able to respond to this, let alone all the emails I owe and posts I was going to respond to. I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore. I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful? Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too. Mary Beth
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Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too.
yep yep….all the time. take care, please. Jen And there was much rejoicing, yaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. "My head won’t leave my head alone" -Dave Matthews band ICQ number: 131757548(I think that’s it…)
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I’m always ready to listen, Mary Beth. Stan – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – There is so much going on, I don’t even want to start going into it. It’s overwhelming and sounds like a really bad movie that seems so bad and filled with so much shit and pain it sounds far fetched. To top that off, I probably won’t even be able to respond to this, let alone all the emails I owe and posts I was going to respond to. I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore. I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful? Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too. Mary Beth
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I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore.
BUFFALO MEET # 34? Mary Beth
Assuming my surgery and recovery go well, I should be up and able to travel by 2002. — "My friends, we are all interested in the future, for that is where you and I are going to spend the rest of our lives." Criswell The Psychic Weatherman
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I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful?
Yes. Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep?
Absolutely. Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks?
Yep to that one too.. ((((((((Mary Beth))))))))))) Bruce.
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Thanks to everyone who answered this. I will expand on this a bit today. Yes, I am very overwhelmed with the move but it isn’t the move that’s really bad. A couple of days ago, my quadriplegic brother had another accident. The back of his wheelchair broke off, it’s only a couple of years old. The home that he is in got him up to bed and gave him a couple of tylenol. He kept complaining something was wrong, no-one in our family was notified, and they didn’t do anything until he was losing consciousness still after two days. When he fell out of the wheelchair, his head hit the corner of the wall and then the floor. He had a metal plate in his neck where his once vertebrae are. He broke the plate in his neck! (And they didn’t take him to a hospital for two days and gave him two tylenol). What little sensation he did have in his hands is now gone. I called an attorney today and sent him in. Although it may not make a difference because medicaid would take it all if he did get anything from this disgusting display of negligence. Who pays? My brother, again. I have no idea yet what can be done about this. The hospital says they don’t believe anything can be done and are seeking out the advice of a neurologist. Life just isn’t fair, he has so little it doesn’t seem right to take away that little he does have left. Anyway, Well, just anyway. Mary Beth
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – There is so much going on, I don’t even want to start going into it. It’s overwhelming and sounds like a really bad movie that seems so bad and filled with so much shit and pain it sounds far fetched. To top that off, I probably won’t even be able to respond to this, let alone all the emails I owe and posts I was going to respond to. I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore. I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful? Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too. Mary Beth
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Thanks to everyone who answered this. I will expand on this a bit today. Yes, I am very overwhelmed with the move but it isn’t the move that’s really bad. A couple of days ago, my quadriplegic brother had another accident. The back of his wheelchair broke off, it’s only a couple of years old. The home that he is in got him up to bed and gave him a couple of tylenol. He kept complaining something was wrong, no-one in our family was notified, and they didn’t do anything until he was losing consciousness still after two days. When he fell out of the wheelchair, his head hit the corner of the wall and then the floor. He had a metal plate in his neck where his once vertebrae are. He broke the plate in his neck! (And they didn’t take him to a hospital for two days and gave him two tylenol). What little sensation he did have in his hands is now gone. I called an attorney today and sent him in. Although it may not make a difference because medicaid would take it all if he did get anything from this disgusting display of negligence. Who pays? My brother, again. I have no idea yet what can be done about this. The hospital says they don’t believe anything can be done and are seeking out the advice of a neurologist. Life just isn’t fair, he has so little it doesn’t seem right to take away that little he does have left. Anyway, Well, just anyway. Mary Beth
geezus. <sigh wish i had a magic wand. then i could make things all better for everyone on ASD and their families. erminia
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – There is so much going on, I don’t even want to start going into it. It’s overwhelming and sounds like a really bad movie that seems so bad and filled with so much shit and pain it sounds far fetched. To top that off, I probably won’t even be able to respond to this, let alone all the emails I owe and posts I was going to respond to. I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore. I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful? Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too. Mary Beth
Ouch… I actually think I owe you an email. So… here it is. I purposefully won’t say anything interesting so you won’t feel compelled to answer thus reducing your workload. See I am both considerate and functional (That wasn’t interesting was it?). Big hugs… take care, try not to go any crazier than you have to. <Smooch — "I do not know" – GlennT All I have is theories…
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What little sensation he did have in his hands is now gone. I called an attorney today and sent him in. Although it may not make a difference because medicaid would take it all if he did get anything from this disgusting display of negligence. Who pays? My brother, again. I have no idea yet what can be done about this. The hospital says they don’t believe anything can be done and are seeking out the advice of a neurologist. Life just isn’t fair, he has so little it doesn’t seem right to take away that little he does have left. Anyway, Well, just anyway. Mary Beth
I’m sorry Mary Beth. I hope the neurologist can do something for your brother. Kelly
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Thanks to everyone who answered this. I will expand on this a bit today. Yes, I am very overwhelmed with the move but it isn’t the move that’s really bad. A couple of days ago, my quadriplegic brother had another accident. The back of his wheelchair broke off, it’s only a couple of years old. The home that he is in got him up to bed and gave him a couple of tylenol. He kept complaining something was wrong, no-one in our family was notified, and they didn’t do anything until he was losing consciousness still after two days. When he fell out of the wheelchair, his head hit the corner of the wall and then the floor. He had a metal plate in his neck where his once vertebrae are. He broke the plate in his neck! (And they didn’t take him to a hospital for two days and gave him two tylenol). What little sensation he did have in his hands is now gone. I called an attorney today and sent him in. Although it may not make a difference because medicaid would take it all if he did get anything from this disgusting display of negligence. Who pays? My brother, again. I have no idea yet what can be done about this. The hospital says they don’t believe anything can be done and are seeking out the advice of a neurologist. Life just isn’t fair, he has so little it doesn’t seem right to take away that little he does have left. Anyway, Well, just anyway.
Oh Mary Beth, I can’t believe this. It is disgusting. I’m so sorry. 
Minx — Whereas the sick could only think of being otherwise. Their hearts, their every other thought, went out to that well person they hated a little but wanted to be. But the sick were sick. They were not in charge. They had lost their place at the top of the food chain. The feeling well were running the show, which was why the world was such a savage place. — L. Moore
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snip A couple of days ago, my quadriplegic brother had another accident.
snip Can’t find words … Whiskery hugs {{{{{Mary Beth}}}}} Whiskery hugs {{{{{your Brother}}}}} — — Whiskers
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I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore.
You’re moving?? Sincerely Stewart —
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{{{{{{Mary Beth}}}}}} I’m so sorry. You and your brother are in my prayers. — Violet, very sad
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yes. i’m sorry. (((((mb))))))))) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – There is so much going on, I don’t even want to start going into it. It’s overwhelming and sounds like a really bad movie that seems so bad and filled with so much shit and pain it sounds far fetched. To top that off, I probably won’t even be able to respond to this, let alone all the emails I owe and posts I was going to respond to. I lose access in a couple of days for a few days while I finally move. Like thanks, you changed the closing date a few times. At least I won’t be living out of boxes anymore. I can’t even begin to start. Ever feel so overwhelmed and bad things are so bad you can’t even type them because they are so painful? Ever get so overtired and exhausted that you can’t sleep? Ever lay down out of that pure exhaustion and just have panic attacks? Yea, me too. Mary Beth
